Not Anymore

I have made up my mind.

I do not want to think about it.

I will let them be.

I will let it be.

I will see the way it should be or would be.

It does not mean that I do not mind.

But, I have lots more to care.

My pending works are waiting.

My dreams are haunting.

My wishes are still on the list.

That I could not care about it.

It just a matter of time.

Sooner or later, when the right time comes,

Nothing could defeat it.

p.s: The world is a stage.

We are all performers on the stage of GOD. (MSMS, 2010)

.numb.

itu yang aku rasa.

kosong.

mengapa?

hanya Dia yang mengetahui.

p.s:bersyukur diberikan peluang ini. Alhamdulillah.

rindu.

i sangat mish u la bebeh!!!

mahu cerita banyak2...

mahu mengadu banyak2...

mahu manja2...

mahu peluk kuat2...

haish~

L.O.V.E

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All we need is love. What say you??

i am happy and satisfied!

i am touched.

it reminds me of his presence.

i miss him so much.

but above all,

I AM HAPPY.

nothing could explain it.

p.s:please let me tresure this before it is too late like before.
thank you!

So Close Yet So Far

we have been together for ages but time does not count

we are so close but not more than just friends

we have been family but you totally ignored me

we have been through ups and downs but you tend to forget me when it's done

we are so close to it but going through it suffers us a lot

we are so close yet we are so far from each other.

p.s: tapi aku sayang kau!

tahniah buat kau

aku sedih bila kau senang-senang nak senangkan hati kau.
tapi aku lagi sedih bila orang-orang yang aku sayang juga terkena tempias.
aku juga lagi sedih jika kau berjaya atas kejatuhan orang lain.
dan kau senyum bangga.

aku tidak akan berbuat apa-apa, kau jangan risau.
buat lah ikut suka hati kau.
taburkan lah kata-kata keji dan nista, aku tidak pernah hirau.
cuma aku nak kau tahu, aku mahu berterima kasih pada kau.
terima kasih yang tidak terhingga.
kerana kau, aku kenal siapa lawan dan siapa kawan.
siapa intan dan siapa permata.
siapa busuk dan siapa yang wangi.
aku kenal siapa yang aku sayang.
malah aku lebih menyayangi dan menghargai mereka lebih-lebih lagi.
terima kasih sekali lagi buat kau.


p.s: aku sayang kamu. terima kasih dan maaf untuk semuanya.

Loveliesttime..

There is nothing will last forever.
Even our own flesh and blood.
Somewhere and somehow they will be gone.
Far away that we could not touch again.

I was not able to sleep yet.
Just finished a bundle of things to do.
I did not able to online like always.
There are lots of things need me to focus on.
And now I am at my lovely hometown.
And that also explain why am I not here like I always do.

In a few hours, I'll be losing him.
We are going to lose him.
He will not be ours anymore.
He will be having his own life.
He will be officially someone's husband.

Nothing could explain my feeling.
I feel happy for him.
But, at the same time I feel sad.
So sad.
I do not know.
It just that,
I did not expected it will be this soon.
It's a mixture of feelings, I guess.

For my dear you,
I will always pray for your happiness.
Hope it will be a prosperous one.
Eternal and Infinity.
May ALLAH bless.
Love you lots!

This is him. My one and only brother.

p.s: I have ironed his baju melayu just now, maybe that will be the last..sayu~

p.s.s: lots of things to do. can I cut my body and mind into pieces??

sesungguhnya kematian itu hampir dan pasti..

The Almighty says, "When their specified time arrives, they cannot delay it for a single hour nor can they bring it forward," (16:61)

Okay. Entri ini akan berbahasa melayu. Kematian itu pasti dan ia tidak akan terlewat atau terawal walau sesaat. Aku sedang ber'blogwalking' bilamana aku terjumpa blog ini. Pemilik blog ini baru sahaja menyahut seruan Ilahi pada jam 5.30a.m 7hb Februari 2010 di h0spital Sg.Bul0h..

Marilah kita sama-sama berdoa dan sedekahkan Al-Fatihah buat Allahyarhamah Kamariah Bt. Md Yusof. Semoga Allahyarhamah ditempatkan dikalangan orang-orang yang beriman. Amin.

Terima Kasih atas masa yang anda luangkan.

p.s:aku tahu aku ada banyak assigments perlu buat. aku tahu aku ada banyak benda yang menuntut perhatian aku. tapi aku tak boleh tahan la, mesti berbelog jugak!!! ini tanggungjawab sosial aku.

aku tak stress

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This is what I feel at the moment. I have to endure it for a few more weeks.

Dear me, please hold on and be stronger!!!!

p.s: giler tak cool blog aku. emosi je. haha. maaf.

Aren't you tired of running?

It has been forever.

I am tired to wait.

But, I am not sure.

Are you not tired?

I have been walking side by side with you.

Though you walk faster than mine.

But I am not asking you to stop.

I rather pray you will be safe.

I think I want to stop.

I am too tired.

I am thirsty.

I need some water.

I want to have a good rest.

However, I will not stop you from running.

It is your choice.

You are responsible with it.

I will always pray that you will win.

Do not stop.

Do not turning back.

I'll be waiting here to see your winning trophy.

P.s: keep on running, it is just around the corner!!!!