Hari tua

Takotnya kalau mati dihujung usia bilamana tiada siapa disisi. Anak tak mahu cucu cicit pun tak mahu. Walhal mase kecik2 dulu siapa yang jaga kite? Siapa yang belai dan bela? Kalau tak pernah merasa kasih sayang mereka pun, cube fikir yang mereka itu darah daging kite juge. Asal keturunan kite. Yang menjadi punca kelahiran kite. Mari bayangkan pula kita dihari tua nanti jika semuanya dibalas. Hidup kita ni ibarat roda kan?

lesson learnt

It makes me think, hardly and deeply and thoroughly. And the thought makes me learn something that I just could not care before. I learnt that I should not depending on others anymore. I have to be such an independent woman. Even though all these while I thought that I am independent enough but boy I was wrong! There are certain points in my life that I have been relying on others so much. So, this is the time I need to wake up and stand on my own feet! Now, I know that when you put your belief and trust and love and hope wholeheartedly, it will just make your heart cut into pieces. The condition which hardly cured in a short while. I believe that I have only myself to love and trust and hope besides Him and family, obviously. Because I know that I have nobody other than the Merciful and my beloved family!



p.s: Oh! I am looking forward and very excited to be home. Ipoh, please be nice to me and wait for my homecoming!!!

p.s.s: Happy Mother's Day to my beloved Emak, aunties and all mothers out there. It would be good if Opah is still around. May you rest in peace!

“Boleh jadi, kamu membenci sesuatu, padahal ia amat baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi (pula) kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal ia amat buruk bagimu. Allah yang paling mengetahui, sedangkan kamu tidak mengetahui.” (QS. Al-Baqarah:216)