Hey Kacak

I love this song so much. Somehow it reminds me the magic of a smile can do. Smile can change lots of things in lots of ways. By having a nice smile, sincerely of course, it will spread love towards others. And, it will not cost you any cents or harm you at all.

Kacak luar

Kacak dalam

Kacak dengar sini

Kalau saya senyum

Awak mesti senyum sekali

Kalau kita senyum 

Semua orang berjangkit

Bila semua orang senyum

Dunia tiada penyakit

So my dear friend, I am not happy with your current condition. I am praying that you will be back and gain your own self. Don't think too much dear. Ingat, I will always be there for you. Ups and downs. Happy or sad. Anytime and Anywhere.

Senyum okay!

akal dan hati.

Dua entiti yang sering bertelagah sesama sendiri. Hati berkeinginan tapi Akal menafikan. Seringkali Akal dan Hati tewas dalam perlawanan yang diciptakan oleh mereka sendiri. Ada masa Hati akan bersorak kemenangan dan Akal akan tewas penuh hormat. Namun ada masa pula Hati jatuh tersungkur dan Akal menghulurkan salam pertolongan. Dua entiti ini saling akrab dan tidak pernah meninggalkan satu dan yang lain.

Cuma manusia ini mudah lupa. Pengalaman yang harusnya dijadikan sempadan terus ditinggalkan tak dipeduli. Jenuh Akal mengingatkan, jenuh pula Hati memujuk. Namun semua itu ditutup tidak dipandang. Lantas kesakitan menerjah semula. Kalau ikut hati, mati kata Akal. Tapi Hati tak pernah mahu beralah.

Lantas merana lah diri menerima kesakitan demi kesakitan yang tidak pernah jemu datang bertandang. Kalau boleh dilihat dengan mata kasar, pasti sudah banyak lubang-lubang dan compang camping si Hati menanggung dan menyimpan rasa.

Pernah kehilangan 2 figura penting dan akan kehilangan figura penting sekali lagi. berat sungguh rasa.

It will never be too late

Sometimes there are things better left unsaid or undone as most of us rather think that it is not important to bother at all. But, have you ever thought that that thing should be best said or done despite of its drawbacks. How would you know that the thing you have been keeping all these while will give some big impacts on others' life? Even if it is only one tiny little thing but it maybe one big important thing to others.

Most of us take things for granted. I am one of them. I tend to forget small things or for me I think it is not important to look at. But, due to that attitude, I lost many many good things before. I have lost people, materials, memories and what not. And, today as I turn back and look for it, I now realize that it is no use at all as those things are not here anymore. I might cry my heart out, I might shout the whole universe, I might search high and low but for sure I will not able to find all those things back. There are gone!

You may find new people. You may find new materials. You may find new memories. And, you may find new interest but I bet it would not be the same to compare with previous one. The taste, the smell and the shape will be totally different. Nevertheless, despite of the differences, please appreciate it. Please be more responsible. Please take care of it and do not let it go just like what you have done before. Or else, you will regret it later, again and again.

Don't give up on God because He won't give up on you. So, please don't give up!

i love my kids

Sometimes I will be surprised how cheeky the kids could be and at the other times I will be touched on how wonderful the kids are. There are times I have to shout out loud so that they can listen and pay attention which leads me to get sore throat or suffer from a fever. But, there are times where the students are all being nice, listen and participate in the activities. They are wonderful in their own ways as we cannot expect them to be all good all the times. For sure they are also facing with their own issues which will become one of the contributing factors to their behaviours. As for me, I will always bear in mind that they are just kids. And, they will always be kids.

Yeah, I will be lying if I said I do not get mad at them. Sometimes I feel like giving up, frustrated, tired, mad, bored, burdened, distracted, inferior and the list goes on. Seriously they are energy sucker. They are able to drain you out. But I guess, over time and as time passing by, you will get into the situation. You are able to be on track. You have to bear in  mind that the kids need you though they behave like they know every single thing in this world or maybe they seem to know and do not need to have guidance anymore. No, they are NOT! Indeed, they need you to show them the right path, to lead them in searching their soul, to facilitate them in molding their life and to love them the way they deserved to get.

I am no one. I am not good either. I have so little experiences  to compare with other seniors. But, I do enjoy doing this and that. Experiment this and that. Try this and that. The kids may not like me. They may hate me. They may compare me with others. They may evaluate me and perceive me negatively. But, I do not mind as I am in the process of learning and learning should be fun as well as life-long process. I will always seek for guidance and chanting this phrase so that I will not give up - I Love the Kids!!!

Here is one of the reasons why I love them:

There are many good things that I have learnt in the course. Especially on motivational sides as Miss Hanna always motivate us to be a good student, person and human beings. The way she taught us has made us inspired to go to the highest limit to reach for success. Definitely my listening, reading, writing and reading skills have improved. Through this course, I am getting more confident with myself. I can listen in the right way, read, and understand things easily, write confidently  and my skills are getting better. My grammar also increasing to reach the good standard. Thanks to this course. The most difficult component in the course is grammar. But I can overcome it with more practices provided. All in all I love this course and I hope the lecturer can be as good as my lecturer, Miss Hanna. 

 (extracted exactly from the kid's reflections)

So now, please tell me why would I not love them. They are just adorable and sweet. I am touched! Thank you my dear. You have just made my day. Lots of love.

at the end of the day, everything would be just fine. just fine.

“The easiest way to not get hurt is to not care. But that’s the hardest thing to do…”

I thought I can bear the pain. But, then again, I fall down on the ground. The lowest ground. Again and again. I thought that I am strong. But, again and again I am not. I thought I will be the happiest person on earth, but I will be lying to myself if I say that I do not get hurt even a bit out of it.

But, worry not, I know what should I do. I know my limit. I will be smiling and try to understand so that you can be happy. By then, hopefully I can get back my happiness. By the way, indeed, I am happy at the moment.

“Berkasih sayang kerana Allah, benci membenci juga kerana Allah.

My best friend's wedding

I just watched this movie on TV3. It was hilarious and touched me here and there. I was like in the storyline where I can feel it despite the evilness part, obviously. hehe. Somehow, I keep on asking myself am I able to be that way or am I going to be the devil wears prada?? And, of course I want everything would be just nice and stay the same despite of any changes or anything that could be happened. Huhu.



p.s: I thank Allah for giving me the best people to live with and to endure the pain, challenges, upside down and happiness.

Sabar

Quoted and paraphrased from an Ustazah which happen to be one of the colleagues.

"It is not easy to find good man these days. If he shows good attitude and if he is being nice and good to you all these while, why would you give up. Spare a little time more. Be patient. Solat. Pray and ask for guidance. Pray. Pray. And pray. It is just about time. Maybe he is searching and questioning about the same thing about you as well. Believe in Allah. If he is meant for you, he will be yours. Sabar sikit ye."

Huhu. it touches my heart. When I almost giving up, when I almost at the edge of losing my hope, when I almost stop believing, someone says such good words. At least it makes me to stay put. At least I know that it is nothing wrong to dream and hope for the best. And, at least I know that there are people who believe in me, who believe in fate. Thank You!

Rindu.

Merindui makcik diatas. 

Dah lama xborak2 properly.

Over a cup of coffee.

Rindu you.

Dah lama tak menyusahkan big bro diatas.

Lama tak bersua muka.

i miss you.

It has been a while since duduk rumah MR.PANG together2.

Makcik-makcik mengubat luka lara.

i miss each and every of you, including you napisah.

This makcik kepohchi.

kuat bebels tak hingat.

i miss you too.

Dan, sebenarnya..ahaha da macam lagu yuna la pulak..em, sebenarnya rindu ramai lagi tapi takde gambar. ni pun tumpang pc orang lain, maka korek gambar dari koleksi blog ni je. But I know, you know who you are and wherenever you are.

I Miss You.

Take Care!

Mencintai tidak semestinya untuk memliki

As cliche it is, but it is soo true. Sometimes, even though we have tried our best, the love is not meant for us. Please do not give up! There's plenty of more happiness out there waiting for us to treasure. And, at the same time, let's pray for the love ones' happiness. To see them smiling happily will be the utmost satisfaction though the love is not for us. Things happen for a reason. Be grateful!

source

p.s: Yes, I lied to you. Because I still love you.

I have BIG dreams!!!

I have neglected the blog for quite some time. It feels bad, you know! It is like you are abandoning something that is a part of you and you are aware of it. I can give reasons or maybe excuses but some people may not believe it. So, I think why bother to mention all the reasons or excuses here. And most of all, is there anyone care about the blog's existence! Hehe.

Today, I feel like blogging and that's it! Here, I am backkk!!

I have dreams. We do have dreams! But I dream BIG!!! It is so big that sometimes I could not stand the pressure myself as there are lots of things to be done in order to achieve my BIG dreams. I have been thinking about it again and again until I finally told my friends about my worry. Alhamdulillah, I am glad that I let it out. At least, I have full support and they are now able to see my dreams. Hopefully I can achieve my dreams soon!

I am working on it at the moment. Let's pray I can sail it smoothly. I will be very happy if one day I can write about my journey going to the top! Well, I feel like telling my dreams here but I am shy shy cat! hehe. Maybe later I will post an entry about my BIG dreams and as for the time being I will keep it to myself.

I wish you all the best as well! Berusaha! Berusaha!

Merepek Meraban

runsing betol. I just do not know how to handle this thing well. If you were in my shoes, I doubt you can managed it too. Supposedly, I will have to follow and listen. Please do not make me rebel or raise up my voice. I do not want to be rude. Please hear me. It is killing me.

I do not have the world to offer. I do no have all the time to spend. I only have a little time that I need to use it wisely. There are lots of things to be done. I do want to enjoy my stay here. So, please compromise.


Oh! I hate this!!! I just could not stand!!!

Antara Cinta dan Cita-cita

I been watching this program show on Astro "Serasi Bersama". Sebenarnya episod kali ni adalah ulangan. Astro kan. Tapi kan, pasangan Doktor Azmi and isteri Professor Muaya ni sangat suhweet la! Antara cinta dan cita-cita, both of them kejar sama-sama.  Takdelah neglect either one. For them, both are equally important.

During their younger days, when Professor got offered to further her study in Kaherah, Dr. Azmi cried because he had to wait for 7 years. Oleh kerana itu, Professor pon tak sampai hati nak tinggalkan Dr. Azmi. Suhweet kan? And, they have been happily married for 30 years uolsss!!!!

Impressive kan?? Macam mane the couple managed to get both cinta and cita-cita. Dorang bahagia dengan cinta yang dorang ada dan jugak berjaya dengan cita-cita.

What about us? What about you? Antara Cinta dan Cita-cita, mana pilihan anda?? Both or either one?? Let's think!!!

Happy Chinese New Year!!!

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Happy Chinese New Year!!

Have a prosperous year ahead!!

* I just reached Ipoh. Continue back with my medication. Thus, I am sleepy head at the moment. Will update later, InsyaAllah. And, please pray for everyone's safety!!!

Have a good day and Take Care!!!

[Terkini] Krisis Di Mesir Keadaan Sebenar Pelajar Malaysia dan Mangsa Banjir@NajibRazak

Mari kita sama-sama mendoakan keselamatan dan kesejahteraan saudara-saudara kita di Mesir. Keadaan semakin genting bilamana pelajar-pelajar Malaysia terpaksa bersembunyi di dalam rumah yang kecil seramai 30-40 orang. Ada yang kebuluran kerana makanan terpaksa dicatu(BAYANGKAN 48JAM TANPA MAKANAN), air pun dicatu. Talian terakhir internet terputus. Dan, hari ini akan menyaksikan perhimpunan berjuta-juta orang di Kaherah bagi meningkatkan gesaan tuntutan perletakan jawatan Presiden Hosni Mubarak.(sumber  Utusan Online)


Ini di ambil dari blog.ariff bertarikh 31 Januari 2011. Mari sama-sama kita panjangkan info ini. 

Salam Ariff, saya Nadia, a student in Egypt.

Ariff, kini saya berada di Malaysia kerana pulang untuk winter break, but when I got home, the condition in Egypt somehow got worse about the Hosni Mubarak thingy. Ramai yang sangka keadaan kat sana adalah okay, mengikut kata Jabatan Penuntut Kaherah Mesir dan Kedutaan Malaysia di sana, but there are parts that they don’t know:

Di tempat saya Mansoura, people got killed on the streets, houses are getting robbed and they are aiming to attack Malaysian students. There are about 6000 prisoners on the streets! Pelajar kita di Alexandria dirogol, airport dibakar dan anggota polis tidak lagi menjalankan tugas mereka.

Kita memohon supaya kerajaan Malaysia memandang serius hal ini. Bukan sahaja di Mansoura, malah di seluruh Mesir keselamatan rakyat kita terancam.

Segala update berkenaan keadaan di sana boleh dibaca melalui blog Krisis Mesir, Nasib Pelajar Kita

Jika ada cadangan di luar sana untuk membantu kami mendapatkan perhatian kerajaan Malaysia, sila hubungi Nurul Nadia Binti Md Zin di 017-3193923

Atau melalui:
Facebook: Nuvul Nadiva Dizavch
Twitter: DyyaDizarch
Blog: Nadia-ism
YM: nadia_mdzin2001@yahoo.com

Please let all Malaysians know about this. I will do the same but I need your help too especially to all the bloggers out there. May Allah save our citizens there.

- Nadia

So what can you do now?

1. Kalau ada Twitter, retweet this. Aku sengaja mention @NajibRazak dalam tajuk entri supaya everytime orang retweet, akan automatically mention nama dia. Click the retweet button. Lagi banyak, lagi bagus. It show’s that things are really serious there and we care.
2. Reblog this. Copy paste dan post dalam blog. Time ni memang aku galakkan sangat-sangat untuk korang copy paste.
3. Share this on Facebook.

Untuk updates sila ke blog Krisis Mesir Nasib Pelajar Kita

BANJIR! BANJIR!

Bak kata pepatah gajah di seberang kita nampak tapi kuman depan mata tak kelihatan. Eh! Betol ke ni? Bukan apa, kita juga harus ingat pada mereka menjadi mangsa banjir di negara kita ni. Nanti terlalu fokus pada yang diluar, tapi yang disini dipinggirkan. Biarlah balance, sama rata, adil dan saksama. 

Menurut sumber Berita Harian Online, sehingga jam 10m pagi tadi, terdapat seramai 45, 145 mangsa banjir daripada 11, 104 keluarga di 267 pusat pemindahan di seluruh Johor lapor Portal rasmi kerajaan negeri Johor. Setakat ini, sudah ada 3 nyawa yang diragut oleh banjir. 2 di Johor dan 1 di Melaka. Di Negeri Sembilan, seramai 4198 penduduk dipindahkan. Di Pahang seramai 690 dan di Melaka seramai 2014 mangsa banjir dipindahkan ke pusat pemindahan sementara. Sabah dan Sarawak juga mengalami nasib yang sama. (sumber Utusan Online)

Mari kita sama-sama doakan kesejahteraan dan keselamatan semua.

Al-Fatihah.