tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-70628929990380322652024-03-13T13:09:09.246+08:00 bareessenceHannahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04846592372103137715noreply@blogger.comBlogger493125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7062892999038032265.post-49583785872629112322016-11-15T00:35:00.000+08:002016-11-15T00:35:38.316+08:00Supermoon<br />
<div style="text-align: justify;">
Orang kata bagai pungguk rindukan bulan. Mengharap kasih pada yang tak sudi, hanya mampu memandang sepi, menunggu sesuatu yang tak pasti. </div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
Orang kata bagai bulan di pagar bintang. Sungguh cantik tak tertanding. Walau dikelilingi intan permata, namun kau tetap yang satu pilihan hati.</div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
Orang kata bagai bulan jatuh ke riba. Walaupun mustahil, tapi kalau sudah namanya rezeki, yang tidak disangka pun boleh menjelma depan mata.</div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
Biarlah apa orang nak kata. Kau tetap bulan terang yang bercahaya walau jauh di angkasa. Moga sampai masa untuk kita bertemu, bersua muka, meluah rasa dan bercerita. </div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
Kau perlu tahu betapa masa bukan kayu pengukur. Buktinya seperti mana fenomena Supermoon yang viral sana sini. Sudah 69 tahun lamanya tidak bertemu, hari ini ia menjelma kembali menerangi bumi. Menggembirakan hati segenap makhluk seluruh pelusuk alam. </div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
Jika ini manisnya harga sebuah rasa, maka 18 tahun lagi pun sanggup di tunggu, menunggu masa supermoon kedua di depan mata. Begitu juga hadirnya kau dalam hidupku. Akan ku tunggu bila sampai waktu. Dan bila dia kata kun, maka fayakun. </div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
***</div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
Alhamdulillah untuk peluang menjadi saksi kebesaran ilahi. Supermoon 14112016 en route Bote - Ipoh.</div>
<br />
<br />Hannahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04846592372103137715noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7062892999038032265.post-38118983190693149702016-11-02T13:43:00.000+08:002016-11-02T13:43:01.892+08:00ImmortalNothing lasts forever. Be it in term of living things or non-living things. And I think that everything here would also include feelings and relationship. We have to bear in mind that we are all imperfect. We have flaws. We are lack in term of so many ways.<br />
<br />
So don't worry my dear; because it is okay to lose and be lost.<br />
<br />
Sometimes we need no reason to be parting ways. If you were to be asked of the reason being separated, the only answer that you may tell them is 'Just Because'. You do not have to have lengthy explanation or valid justification when the only thing would matter is you, yourself.<br />
<br />
I read this somewhere "No matter how good you are, you can always be replaced."<br />
<br />
True enough. But, let's see it from different perspective because people might see you as being too much of yourself if you think you are good enough for others. For me, it does not matter whether you are good enough or not, once the purpose is no longer valid, you are not needed anymore. So you might just go rather than you linger around hoping for miracle to happen. Because when you put expectations, or have high hopes that it would be like usual, it just wont be that way. It hurts you deeply to the core.<br />
<br />
It takes time to heal. As cliche as it can be. You might be hurt. You might be broken into zillion pieces. You might lost yourself. But, sooner or later you will stand up feeling better, even if it is not like before, but you may be recovering bit by bit.<br />
<br />
Just because.<br />
<br />
Let go. Let god.<br />
<br />
<br />Hannahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04846592372103137715noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7062892999038032265.post-9858370353130933292016-10-28T10:50:00.002+08:002016-10-28T10:53:36.069+08:00Paper Cranes<div style="background: white; line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">
<span style="color: #222222; font-family: "arial" , "sans-serif"; font-size: 9.5pt; line-height: 150%;">When I was in my
primary years, my best friend asked me a question that I can still remember up until
now. We were at the back alley of the class, facing the skies. She asked me,<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div style="background: white; line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">
<span style="color: #222222; font-family: "arial" , "sans-serif"; font-size: 9.5pt; line-height: 150%;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="background: white; line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">
<i><span style="color: #222222; font-family: "arial" , "sans-serif"; font-size: 9.5pt; line-height: 150%;">"If
you were to be an animal, what would you want to be?"<o:p></o:p></span></i></div>
<div style="background: white; line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">
<i><span style="color: #222222; font-family: "arial" , "sans-serif"; font-size: 9.5pt; line-height: 150%;"><br /></span></i></div>
<div style="background: white; line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">
<span style="color: #222222; font-family: "arial" , "sans-serif"; font-size: 9.5pt; line-height: 150%;">I answered without hesitation<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div style="background: white; line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">
<span style="color: #222222; font-family: "arial" , "sans-serif"; font-size: 9.5pt; line-height: 150%;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="background: white; line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">
<i><span style="color: #222222; font-family: "arial" , "sans-serif"; font-size: 9.5pt; line-height: 150%;">"I
want to be a bird so that I can fly high in the skies. Free from
anything."<o:p></o:p></span></i></div>
<div style="background: white; line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">
<i><span style="color: #222222; font-family: "arial" , "sans-serif"; font-size: 9.5pt; line-height: 150%;"><br /></span></i></div>
<div style="background: white; line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">
<span style="color: #222222; font-family: "arial" , "sans-serif"; font-size: 9.5pt; line-height: 150%;">To which she said this<span class="apple-converted-space"> <o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div style="background: white; line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">
<span style="color: #222222; font-family: "arial" , "sans-serif"; font-size: 9.5pt; line-height: 150%;"><span class="apple-converted-space"><br /></span></span></div>
<div style="background: white; line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">
<i><span style="color: #222222; font-family: "arial" , "sans-serif"; font-size: 9.5pt; line-height: 150%;">"But you know, if you were to be a bird, you will be shot
dead."<o:p></o:p></span></i></div>
<div style="background: white; line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">
<i><span style="color: #222222; font-family: "arial" , "sans-serif"; font-size: 9.5pt; line-height: 150%;"><br /></span></i></div>
<div style="background: white; line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">
<span style="color: #222222; font-family: "arial" , "sans-serif"; font-size: 9.5pt; line-height: 150%;">And, there goes my dream to be a bird. Kids
can be very critical at times as how they hold their honesty. They see things
from different perspectives, those angles that we have left it somewhere while
we are busy growing up. We lost the child in us. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div style="background: white; line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">
<span style="color: #222222; font-family: "arial" , "sans-serif"; font-size: 9.5pt; line-height: 150%;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="background: white; line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">
<span style="color: #222222; font-family: "arial" , "sans-serif"; font-size: 9.5pt; line-height: 150%;">Apparently throughout the process of
growing up, we have been compromising our beliefs to most of the things that we
tend to lose ourselves. Succumbing ourselves to people's wishes and orders.
Believing others are superior and we are powerless. Being timid as we are
afraid to open up and speak up. Being the Yes-Man who agrees to those narrowed
minded people who are forcing us to think out of the box; but keep and lock us
inside the box, nowhere to go.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div style="background: white; line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">
<span style="color: #222222; font-family: "arial" , "sans-serif"; font-size: 9.5pt; line-height: 150%;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="background: white; line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">
<span style="color: #222222; font-family: "arial" , "sans-serif"; font-size: 9.5pt; line-height: 150%;">Then we realize that life is unfair and
growing up is challenging. It is full of surprises which consist of a series of
audacious decision makings as we could not foresee our future. The only choice
we have is to just live life to the fullest with the hope that we would not turn
back and regret later.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div style="background: white; line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">
<span style="color: #222222; font-family: "arial" , "sans-serif"; font-size: 9.5pt; line-height: 150%;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="background: white; line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">
<span style="color: #222222; font-family: "arial" , "sans-serif"; font-size: 9.5pt; line-height: 150%;">*On the other
note, it is so ironic the fact that I love birds because they can fly freely,
yet I keep them in the jar instead.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div style="background: white; line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">
<span style="color: #222222; font-family: "arial" , "sans-serif"; font-size: 9.5pt; line-height: 150%;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="background: white; line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">
<span style="color: #222222; font-family: "arial" , "sans-serif"; font-size: 9.5pt; line-height: 150%;">**Let me keep you here, safe and protected.
Grounded.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div style="background: white; line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">
<span style="color: #222222; font-family: "arial" , "sans-serif"; font-size: 9.5pt; line-height: 150%;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="background: white; line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">
<span style="color: #222222; font-family: "arial" , "sans-serif"; font-size: 9.5pt; line-height: 150%;"><br /></span></div>
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
</div>
<div style="background: white; line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
</div>
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhGj7iM0vCW0k_4WCc0gtGvWdkS0tac6lpnV3KMUt3OocC3M6ou0NWnM5HlkxZTxjJexX8I9v9Txnbahi6HwnA5R-HpL9lP8fO7nw2btBYG3UWB-h4sfBunlXTLSBTPzlfHVw6O62LtV8h6/s1600/14718698_10154746601970559_1367270779040718183_n.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="200" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhGj7iM0vCW0k_4WCc0gtGvWdkS0tac6lpnV3KMUt3OocC3M6ou0NWnM5HlkxZTxjJexX8I9v9Txnbahi6HwnA5R-HpL9lP8fO7nw2btBYG3UWB-h4sfBunlXTLSBTPzlfHVw6O62LtV8h6/s200/14718698_10154746601970559_1367270779040718183_n.jpg" width="160" /></a></div>
<span style="color: #222222; font-family: "arial" , "sans-serif"; font-size: 9.5pt; line-height: 150%;"><br /></span></div>
<div dir="ltr" style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.8px;">
</div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%;">
<br /></div>
Hannahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04846592372103137715noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7062892999038032265.post-52496179004166158862016-10-26T17:31:00.000+08:002016-10-28T10:17:04.888+08:00Missing YouHe has been missing his father like I have been missing mine.<br />
Indescribable feeling.<br />
The pain.<br />
The hurt.<br />
<br />
When you are dealing with worldly issues<br />
When you need someone to advice you<br />
When you need someone to reassure you<br />
<br />
"Its okay love, everything will be just alright"<br />
<br />
I hope I could still remember the soothing voice so that whenever I feel down,<br />
I can replay the voice over and over again.<br />
<br />
"Its okay love, everything will be just alright"<br />
<br />
<br />
Thanks Max Steel for reminding me of my longing.<br />
<br />
<br />
I'll be just alright!<br />
I know I will.<br />
<br />
<br />
<div>
<br /></div>
Hannahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04846592372103137715noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7062892999038032265.post-62591603253995470382016-10-25T15:24:00.002+08:002016-10-28T10:55:53.726+08:00The Unrequited Love<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
</div>
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEimRHwAryuoSPV909lo8qqLyBX7w3-DDPTFDn-55HLDoqhd1tiAeznVXuSdA1FtYa7t_yY_pIPImlGeFXm2EK2XgW-KXKuMb8BBvadMAYQWqqDrI2o5udC5NlyO-yercYaQ8wOtbij_hlc9/s1600/14650627_10154746610705559_7457434274983551566_n.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEimRHwAryuoSPV909lo8qqLyBX7w3-DDPTFDn-55HLDoqhd1tiAeznVXuSdA1FtYa7t_yY_pIPImlGeFXm2EK2XgW-KXKuMb8BBvadMAYQWqqDrI2o5udC5NlyO-yercYaQ8wOtbij_hlc9/s320/14650627_10154746610705559_7457434274983551566_n.jpg" width="320" /></a></div>
<br />
<br />
<div style="text-align: justify;">
A friend told me that she likes my clear box of folded paper roses and she asked me the reason behind it. It took me a while because I have lost the thought of it. I was struggling to think any of it and to let it out. I know I have the reasons of doing it, but being asked spontaneously, I lost all the reasons I have before. Then, I figured it as the resemblance of beauty. That beauty should be kept well and hidden. But nahhh... No its not! I told her, maybe its about the one sided love. An underprivileged state of being able to love but not to be loved. </div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
Hence I ended up with this piece of mind:</div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<br /></div>
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhbLSIyU6_ERfRQ2Jbw7z1k8uy0jx1FGto6DVYBO8SykyK6bts_NYKCMQEM7ksF5SmPOL6DQvkc6hyphenhyphenSyWRSfSB0bbu9Ah3tgHF9IJt1IarhqK30j-qMmSqKhfXf-st_BNq-Eyl25BR1vdyM/s1600/love.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="186" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhbLSIyU6_ERfRQ2Jbw7z1k8uy0jx1FGto6DVYBO8SykyK6bts_NYKCMQEM7ksF5SmPOL6DQvkc6hyphenhyphenSyWRSfSB0bbu9Ah3tgHF9IJt1IarhqK30j-qMmSqKhfXf-st_BNq-Eyl25BR1vdyM/s320/love.jpg" width="320" /></a></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
Okay I better continue my work or I might stay here forever with so many thoughts to write. =P</div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
Have a good day!!!</div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<br /></div>
Hannahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04846592372103137715noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7062892999038032265.post-38517424910946613522016-10-15T02:13:00.001+08:002016-10-15T14:11:16.337+08:00Yang Pertama<div style="text-align: justify;">
Tak sangka sudah 8 tahun usianya. Segala macam cerita, yang duka, yang lara, yang bahagia dan yang gembira semua terluahkan di sini. Ibaratnya seperti setiap sisi kehidupan mampu disingkap dan dikenang melalui setiap bait kata yang terzahirkan.</div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
Thus, to commemorate this meaningful day, let's take a stroll down memory lane on the very first day, the first entry of this blog.</div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
Wednesday, October 15, 2008 at 1.42pm.</div>
<br />
<em style="background-color: white; font-family: arial;">sepi seorang insan<br /><br />Termenung aku sendiri<br />Mengenang nasib meratapi sedihnya hati<br />Walau angin bertiup sayup<br />Walau cantik sinar mentari yang memancar<br />Walau lembut ombak menghentam pantai<br />Namun damai di hati tidak mampu bertandang lagi<br />Lalu aku bingkas bangun<br />Masih terus mencari<br />Dimana kedamaian yang ingin ku temui<br />Namun mengapa masih tak dijumpai<br />Lantas duka hatiku berlabuh sepi<br />Buat kesekian kali<br />Sepi menguasai diri<br />Ah, betapa sakitnya hatiku<br />Tatkala aku mengingati semula detik-detik itu<br />Acapkali bermain-main di kotak fikiranku<br />Terbayang-bayang oleh mataku akan bayanganmu<br />Terus aku menangis sedih<br />Salahkah aku membiarkan perasaan ini menguasai diri<br />Tidak aku jangka jauh sekali untuk aku pinta<br />Bukan aku suka<br />Tapi ia datang menduga<br />Sudah aku tepis semua<br />Sudah aku lontarkan sejauhnya<br />Namun kudratku tak segagah dulu<br />Sepi bertandang kembali<br />Bila rindu itu datang lagi.</em><br />
<em style="background-color: white; font-family: arial;"><br /></em>
<span style="font-family: "arial";"><span style="background-color: white;"><i>***</i></span></span><br />
<em style="background-color: white; font-family: arial;"><br /></em>
<em style="background-color: white; font-family: arial;">p.s. I started off with this piece of heart. It was 8 years ago. And it is still legit! ðŸ˜</em><br />
<em style="background-color: white; font-family: arial;"><br /></em>
<em style="background-color: white; font-family: arial;">p.s.s. Dan, pastinya rindu itu datang lagi dari sisi dan posisi yang berbeza. Tapi rasa itu tetap rasa yang sama. Rindukan sang dia ikhlas dari seorang pemuja. </em>Hannahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04846592372103137715noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7062892999038032265.post-7340885874512490532016-10-10T23:56:00.003+08:002016-10-12T00:23:51.044+08:00Mati<div style="text-align: center;">
<br />
Mati itu pasti.</div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
Sama ada matinya hanya hati.</div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
Atau perginya membawa jasad sekali.</div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
Janji tetap janji.</div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
Bukan yang dicapati.</div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
*H</div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
101016<br />
<br />
<br />
Berbicara perihal kematian, lantas terlahir bait-bait rasa untuk disemadikan pada tarikh yang cantik ini.<br />
101016.<br />
Tidak terlewat mahupun terawal<br />
walau sesaat.</div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<br /></div>
Hannahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04846592372103137715noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7062892999038032265.post-28240336535386174892016-10-09T11:35:00.000+08:002016-10-09T11:36:28.643+08:00Deep Conversation<div style="text-align: center;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEifjJuti9xGSLtMG-V8T2j6wiR247z4xXdG5TD_-EsufrpRKlHDXkRSW4zmoTozTC_fXj8zWXaC-cjrgf3xeNWxxrK2Hs8VLDnZ5NnciZbOj7_zSfpbkIiYLhyphenhyphen8Km9AVOZrvJTaS2Ve6uHo/s1600/1475979322236.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="360" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEifjJuti9xGSLtMG-V8T2j6wiR247z4xXdG5TD_-EsufrpRKlHDXkRSW4zmoTozTC_fXj8zWXaC-cjrgf3xeNWxxrK2Hs8VLDnZ5NnciZbOj7_zSfpbkIiYLhyphenhyphen8Km9AVOZrvJTaS2Ve6uHo/s640/1475979322236.jpg" width="640" /></a></div>
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
</div>
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
Let me reach you,</div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
If it opens your heart.</div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
Let me be there for you,</div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
If it cures your wound.</div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
Let me make a move,</div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
If it satisfies you.</div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
Let me love you,</div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
If it makes you, </div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
You.<br />
<br />
<br />
<br /></div>
</div>
Hannahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04846592372103137715noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7062892999038032265.post-4138661530456917532016-10-08T17:02:00.000+08:002016-10-08T17:24:59.000+08:00Monolog #1<div style="text-align: justify;">
Ego tinggi melangit dan kau rasa kuat macam badang. Semua pun boleh. Semua pun okay. Kau langgar segala macam pantang. Kau buat semua ikut rasa hati. Sebab kau tak mahu dilihat lemah. Kau tak mahu menyusahkan. Dan kau tak mahu ditinggalkan. Ha! Itu yang paling kau takutkan. Ditinggalkan dan dibiarkan keseorangan. Tiada teman. Tiada kawan.</div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
Tapi sayang semua itu hanya perasaan. Bilamana kau mula tewas, segala ego dan kekuatan tadi jatuh menjunam. Ibarat air hujan yang turun membasahi bumi, begitulah juga segala ego dan kekuatan kau. Gugur satu persatu. Berderai. Nah, sekarang mana perginya kau yang gagah perkasa? Kau akhirnya terduduk terjelepok menyembah bumi. Kau gagal. Kau kalah dalam menahan rasa. Kau menyerah diri walau sekuat mana kau cuba bertahan. Jasad kau tewas dalam perjuangan minda kau sendiri.</div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
Ya pasti kau semua akan tanya di mana tuhanmu? Dia ada sentiasa. Mana pernah tinggalkan kau sendiri. Maka kau akan kata, memang betul tuhan ada disetiap helaan nafas kau. Dan kau tak pernah menafikan. Tapi kerana hakikat yang kau manusia lemah. Kau lemah kerana kau masih memerlukan seseorang yang fizikal berada berhampiran. Menjadi peneman yang kau katakan kau kesunyian. Kasihan. Betul-betul kasihan.</div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
Ha! Apa lagi yang kau tunggu? Bangun! Cepat bangun! Ambillah masa tapi jangan terlalu lama. Jangan biar dilihat dunia siapa diri kau yang sebenar. Jangan biar mereka lihat sisi kau yang sadis ini. Biarkan mereka lihat kau kuat seperti selalu. Biarkan mereka terus biasa dengan idea yang kau sentiasa menggembirakan mereka. Jangan pernah hilang untuk mereka. Dan kau tahu kau mampu. Lekas bangkit semula!</div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
Bangkit dan moga kau terus tabah!</div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<br /></div>
Hannahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04846592372103137715noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7062892999038032265.post-40247305777588067702016-10-07T09:19:00.000+08:002016-10-07T09:31:35.032+08:00Dear You. <div style="text-align: justify;">
Dear you,</div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
Yesterday I learnt that I have you as my avid reader. Thank you for being here and reading all my rambling pieces and thoughts. Mind you, I have nothing to offer except for me, myself and my thoughts. But please know that knowing you are here surely means a lot to me.</div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
As you can observe, it is all complicated here. Because being me is too complicated hence you can see the thoughts written here are scattered and all over the place. I write what I feel like telling or sharing. It could be about me or it could be from my observation. And it could be about you, like this one particular entry.</div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
So, dear you,</div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
Whatever you read here, please please please read it as a piece of writing or expression. Because what I feel, may not be related to you. Or maybe not even applicable to you. So, let me be (only as) one of your entertainment sources. But, if there are things that could benefit you in any way, please take it with an open heart and open mind. I would be more than happy to help you.</div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
Dear you,</div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
I may not be around, I may hesitate here and there. Or even, I may not be able to meet up your expectations. But I will be here, not going anywhere. You know how to find me, I am sure.</div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
And let's meet up someday insyaAllah.</div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
Yours truly,</div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
The Complicated Me.</div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
p.s. Remember, be strong! Because that is the only option we have. xoxo.</div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<br /></div>
Hannahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04846592372103137715noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7062892999038032265.post-25348207009055199282016-10-03T11:44:00.000+08:002016-10-09T15:47:08.449+08:00I Need You<div style="text-align: justify;">
I need you but I am a burden.</div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
Have you ever thought something like this? To which you're afraid to be involved because you are a burden. Sometimes its not even getting involve, but you are afraid to even get close to someone. Just because you think you might burden them with your life, your problem, your stuff or just yourself. But you need them. You know you need them.</div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
But, because of your insecurities, your tendency to run away is at its peak. You become too conscious and overthink, you are timid and coward to express your true feelings. You are afraid they might misunderstand you and your intention to which you are worried they run away from you because you know you really need them.</div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
You need them and you are terrified of losing them. Because you know if its happened, its going to shatter you into million pieces like how it used to be. You are scared your wound would bleed again and again. Hence you end up to live inside your own coccoon just because you think it is going to be okay as long as you run away. Because you think it would not hurt you. Because you think you can be prepared with your own definition of armour.</div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
But, deep down there, somewhere inside you, you know are lying to yourself. You know you are being selfish by as you consider it as protecting yourself. Just because of your insecurities, you keep your feelings. You think you hide it well enough when its too obvious because when you start to care, you know you would give hundred and ten. And here comes the part when you would give it all out, then you take it back. The process of give and take continues. The indecisive you. And this might confuse them to which you might hurt them unintentionally.</div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
Though sometimes you feel tired when those you cared for simply don't notice it. Or maybe they don't have the mutual feelings like you. Or they don't see you as someone worth to care. Or they don't think you fit in their frame of life. At the end of the day, you know that you would still give your hundred and ten. It hurts you but because you have a lot to give, maybe you don't mind of giving it all.</div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
But dear self,</div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
This is from your own perspective. You may think people don't care about you. But, who knows maybe they care and its you who does not notice nor realize it. Because each of us has different kind of ways to show concern. There are some people who do not even know how to express their feelings. Verbally or even via actions. So maybe, just embrace whatever is served on your plate. If you are being too picky, you would not know the taste of those colourful things life could offer. And maybe, you should not be afraid to show or to express your feelings. If they are okay, you would not lose anything. But if they do not feel the same, maybe it hurts you to the core - being ignored, puzzled. But at least you have tried. Life is too short to not utilize it.</div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
So, dear you,</div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
I need you but (I know) I am a burden. Hence the insecurities.</div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
Yours truly,</div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
The Wrecked Me.</div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
p.s. This post is due to few incidents happened in my life recently that triggered the wrecked me to reflect on the insecurities.</div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
p.s.s. Someone asked me do I have someone that I really like to which I answered I am afraid even to like so I keep it and just be the "pemuja dari jauh".</div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
p.s.s.s. the incoherent thoughts in this, reflects the incoherent of me and myself.</div>
<div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<br /></div>
</div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
0800-1215pm</div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
Salam Maal Hijrah</div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
Shah Alam.</div>
Hannahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04846592372103137715noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7062892999038032265.post-43771234831827950872016-09-29T21:39:00.003+08:002016-09-29T21:39:39.594+08:00Suatu Rasa Yang Paling Dalam<br />
<br />
Pernah tengok langit luas terbentang?<br />
Tengok yang bukan sekadar pandang, tapi jauh terus mendalam.<br />
<br />
Pernah tengok langit biru yang tenang?<br />
Nampak indah sejuk mata memandang.<br />
<br />
Pernah tengok langit yang penuh dipeluk awan?<br />
Rasa tenang diawang-awangan, disapa lembut dibelai-belai.<br />
<br />
Dan, pernah tengok langit yang hitam kelam membawa beban ke serata alam?<br />
Memanggil, merayu memberi ingatan yang selamanya tidak akan sentiasa tenang.<br />
<br />
Ibaratnya hati dan juga perasaan, yang tidak akan selalu aman.<br />
Ada masa berbunga indah, ada masa berbuah lebat.<br />
Namun ada juga masa diserang taufan, ada juga masa diserang la nina.<br />
Tidak ada satu yang statik, berdiri kaku teguh sendiri.<br />
<br />
Bila rasa tidak tertahan.<br />
Terlalu tinggi, tidak tergapai,<br />
Dipegang lepas, dibiar sayang,<br />
Ditelan sakit, diluah perit.<br />
<br />
Suatu rasa yang paling dalam,<br />
Rasa yang paling payah untuk dihadam.<br />
<br />
Namun jangan disalahkan Tuhan.<br />
Ia hadir demi sebuah pengajaran.<br />
Satu fasa dalam tumbesaran.<br />
Buat hati-hati yang masih berpeleseran,<br />
Yang tiada hala tuju<br />
Mencari satu kebenaran.<br />
<br />
<br />
.Langit malam Dengkil yang masih tenang, cuma hati sahaja yang tidak setenang alam.<br />
.2138H.<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />Hannahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04846592372103137715noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7062892999038032265.post-5275917646529078972016-09-16T12:57:00.000+08:002016-09-16T12:57:00.089+08:00Selamat Hari Malaysia<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgI9dcbfnKbWIVqOvJ9sYemGhGzQ7I4dYBQtMXcjhNpeqTaIVWv3zmkORBDFWTQ28ZYbBeQn5CGusXV0q0QWj_QmzvcWQGnyJJb_kNqicg-yzVL5Pw5x-Ne5Sr4146nBZ9gKoneH0aWa1nd/s1600/IMG_20160916_122246.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgI9dcbfnKbWIVqOvJ9sYemGhGzQ7I4dYBQtMXcjhNpeqTaIVWv3zmkORBDFWTQ28ZYbBeQn5CGusXV0q0QWj_QmzvcWQGnyJJb_kNqicg-yzVL5Pw5x-Ne5Sr4146nBZ9gKoneH0aWa1nd/s320/IMG_20160916_122246.jpg" width="256" /></a></div>
<br />
<br />
<div style="text-align: center;">
Biar pandangan kabur</div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
Biar jasad dibayangi</div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
Biar malam kelam</div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
Namun semangat harus berkobar</div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
Jiwa harus teguh</div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
Pendirian harus jitu</div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
Biar apa kata mereka</div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
Biar onak ranjau berduri</div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
Moga tersemat dalam hati</div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
Moga terpaku dalam diri</div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
Di mana bumi dipijak</div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
Di mana lagi harus dijunjung</div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
Kalau bukan negaraku yang satu</div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
Selamat Hari Malaysia </div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
Tanah Tumpah Darahku.</div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
#selamatharimalaysia </div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
#happymalaysiaday </div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
#takecare</div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<br /></div>
Hannahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04846592372103137715noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7062892999038032265.post-61683925205579811222016-09-14T02:25:00.001+08:002016-09-14T02:25:22.476+08:00Romen<br />
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj_TusyFOOAK_DN3U6zWmEMj63nRHp8kxbAhy7xd4ew55AelxK8fW8VQRITDurqSnpDvV1WsJy2GLEY4oA-lkSVp0i3JD7bzXSXPQL4sp3x6QV4DStqCHv3XGSjv3dxa8Iariu1ny_fMbFw/s1600/IMG_20160913_235852.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj_TusyFOOAK_DN3U6zWmEMj63nRHp8kxbAhy7xd4ew55AelxK8fW8VQRITDurqSnpDvV1WsJy2GLEY4oA-lkSVp0i3JD7bzXSXPQL4sp3x6QV4DStqCHv3XGSjv3dxa8Iariu1ny_fMbFw/s320/IMG_20160913_235852.jpg" width="256" /></a></div>
<br />
Frankly, I still can't get over with the act of (too much and too many) "borrowing" or "loan" English words to Bahasa Malaysia. We've been doing it for years but to add more words on the list, we may need to reconsider. e.g. program, konklusi, akomodasi, fasiliti, transaksi, translasi, klien, konsultasi, interviu, konferen dan banyak lagi.<br />
<br />
But by borrowing the word "romance" and "sci-fi" and make it Bahasa Malaysia would inspire young people to normalize the act. Be creative. Yes, please be creative. Be artsy fartsy. Please do so. But, there are things you need to think thoroughly.<br />
<br />
"Romen" and "Saifai" are amongst the example of the new age borrowing or loan words. See! It changes the context. "Romen" itself is a loan word and it brings different connotation in the Malay context.<br />
<br />
If it is used in promoting books, it would lead to different perceptions or expectations or misconceptions. But who cares right? As long as you can be creative in expressing your feelings, people will idolize you? No!<br />
<br />
Aspire to inspire. Publishers and experienced writers/authors/poet/lyricist etc should look into this issue. So that the youngsters will have proper channels to seek for knowledge and be creative in writing their pieces. #bahasajiwabangsaHannahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04846592372103137715noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7062892999038032265.post-37051325345740500272016-07-25T02:33:00.001+08:002016-07-25T02:33:41.404+08:00Hati Manusia <div style="text-align: center;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
Kadang kita lupa</div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
Kadang kita leka</div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
Siapa yang selalu ada</div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
Yang di depan mata</div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
Tak dihargai atau dipuji</div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
Yang jauh juga tetap di hati</div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
Hmm Manusia.</div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
Sifatnya </div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
Tidak pernah sempurna</div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
Sikapnya</div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
Tidak pernah elok</div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
Mahunya</div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
Yang sungguh hebat</div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
Seleranya </div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
Yang amat besar</div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
Hmm Manusia.</div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
Memang tidak pernah cukup.</div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
Memang tidah pernah puas. </div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: left;">
On the other note:</div>
<div style="text-align: left;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: left;">
Been away for a month. Been imagining myself to keep writing here but I did not. Blame me for that. I guess, I am too busy appreciating people and life that I have. Oh, It is not appreciating but rather learning to appreciate people. Something that we normally take it for granted. Sometimes I do feel like letting go. Sometimes I do feel like leaving an empty space. Sometimes I do feel like giving up. But, most of the times, I do feel that this is not the right thing to do. This is not what its supposed to be. This is not what its meant for me. And then, all the "what if's" questions pouring down all over the place. What if, this is my last day? What if, this is their last day? What if, I have not expressed my gratitude? What if, they do not know my feeling? What if, they do not know that I love them? What if, they do not know how I am grateful to have them in my life? What if? What if? And there are more of it. </div>
<div style="text-align: left;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: left;">
I feel suffocated.</div>
<div style="text-align: left;">
Have I done my best?</div>
<div style="text-align: left;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: left;">
But what about me? My self and my heart?</div>
<div style="text-align: left;">
I am okay. I am mending it, collecting pieces of it. To make it complete.</div>
<div style="text-align: left;">
By having, </div>
<div style="text-align: left;">
By making,</div>
<div style="text-align: left;">
By being,</div>
<div style="text-align: left;">
By trying,</div>
<div style="text-align: left;">
-- my best. </div>
<div style="text-align: left;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: left;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: left;">
On the other, other note:</div>
<div style="text-align: left;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: left;">
Yang selalu ada, </div>
<div style="text-align: left;">
di setiap sisi, </div>
<div style="text-align: left;">
di setiap rasa, </div>
<div style="text-align: left;">
di setiap ruang </div>
<div style="text-align: left;">
dan peluang,</div>
<div style="text-align: left;">
tak perlu dilakar nama,</div>
<div style="text-align: left;">
tak perlu dihebah dunia,</div>
<div style="text-align: left;">
cukup mereka tahu</div>
<div style="text-align: left;">
I am grateful</div>
<div style="text-align: left;">
to have you.</div>
<div style="text-align: left;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: left;">
Terima kasih. Moga sentiasa dirahmati dan dikasihi.</div>
<div style="text-align: left;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: left;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: left;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: left;">
.Shah Alam sedang dibasahi hujan, mujur hati tidak tempias basah. 24Julai2016. 0235am. </div>
<div style="text-align: left;">
<br /></div>
Hannahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04846592372103137715noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7062892999038032265.post-29741908166352023752016-06-22T09:58:00.000+08:002016-06-22T09:58:26.498+08:00Perception<div style="text-align: justify;">
Perception is something unique. As we are all different from one another, our perceptions are similarly different for everyone. It is based on how we view our world. Sometimes, the way we perceive things determine on how we tackle our situation. For example, when there are two people in a similar situation, both of them might tackle the situation differently. Their schemata, values or even experience will influence their choices in dealing with it.</div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
For some, one particular thing might look easy or common sense but, some others, it might be the hardest issue they need to face with. It is unfair to generalize all to have the same thought as ours. It is because we do not have the same capability to begin with. In my case for example, I value my family just like how other people value theirs. For me, my family includes the extended ones. It does not revolve around my nuclear family only. I would do extra miles for the rest of my family members just the way I would treat my own family. However, for some, they value family as only their nuclear family. And I can assure that nothing is wrong with it. It is because we are still focusing on the same basic which is family. It is just that my view on it is quite bigger compared to the others. Yet, I definitely cannot impose the values that I hold to the others because its their own choice.</div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
As I said to my dear friend that we cannot read minds and we perceive things differently. These two combo surely affect our daily life in so many ways. You know when there is misunderstanding, mostly it is because of perception. One party will think that the other side is wrong, the other party will think the same as well. This might lead to bigger issue if none of them took the effort to settle the issue. I had experienced this situation with my own best friend. For me, she was being too dramatic and selfish. And, from her side, she thought that I have changed and started to leave her. So both of us perceived things differently and emotionally.We were avoiding each other to the extent it affected the precious years of friendship. Lucky us, that another best friend came and advised us to talk it out. So we met and confronted the issue just to realize that it was just a mere misunderstanding. So, the case solved. Alhamdulillah. But there are unsolved cases definitely. These kind of cases might involve deeper issue, trust or feelings. It takes times to settle it. And I believe that time heals all wound. So just be patience and have faith. hehe. </div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
Back to perceptions. I always think that it is interesting on how people view things. One particular thing might have 100 perceptions from 100 different individuals. And it is fascinating to look at how people approach things based on their perceptions. I like it and as I am in the process of learning life lessons from someone, I do think that dissimilarity makes us unique entities. It colours our life or else we are going to have a mundane type of life. And again, I like it that I have a sparring partner to talk about these deep issues and conversations. Though I have to be extra careful as the sparring partner is definitely an intelligent person that I normally lost words and thoughts. haha.</div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
Till then.</div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<br /></div>
Hannahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04846592372103137715noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7062892999038032265.post-72641587874854117312016-06-19T17:00:00.000+08:002016-06-19T17:06:19.518+08:00RinduSuatu perasaan yang begitu subjektif.<br />
Tiada satu penjelasan yang mampu merungkai erti perasaan yang sebenar.<br />
Betapa uniknya rasa bilamana rindu itu bertandang.<br />
Dan pada setiap satu yang dirindui, rasa itu berbeza-beza.<br />
Jika boleh dikelaskan, maka akan nampak beberapa tingkat rasa rindu itu.<br />
Rindu pada pencipta paling agung rasanya.<br />
Rindu pada yang hilang ada kesakitan yang tiada gambaran.<br />
Rindu pada keluarga, teruja itu ada.<br />
Rindu pada kawan-kawan terselit rasa bersalah sering dibebankan.<br />
Rindu pada anak-anak murid, masa depan meraka yang ditaruhkan.<br />
Rindu pada seseorang atau sesuatu yang tidak pasti dan belum tentu dimiliki lebih jauh rasa pedihnya.<br />
Rindukan kedamaian dan ketenangan hati.<br />
Rindu sesuatu yang pasti.<br />
Rasa rindu itu sesuatu yang unik. Sekurangnya, hati ini masih mampu merindui.<br />
Maksudnya hati ini belum mati dan pergi.<br />
<br />
<br />Hannahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04846592372103137715noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7062892999038032265.post-86672024029688941352016-06-14T13:20:00.000+08:002016-06-14T13:20:18.074+08:00Just You<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span lang="EN-GB"><br /></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; text-align: center;">
These are some of my lessons that I shared today. I did not plan any of it. But these are my reflections on the activity that we did together. Some of it, I can tell that, my concern for them.</div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; text-align: center;">
<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; text-align: center;">
I told them:</div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; text-align: center;">
<span lang="EN-GB"><br /></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; text-align: center;">
<span lang="EN-GB">We are all unique.</span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; text-align: center;">
<span lang="EN-GB">Even our thumbprints are not identical </span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; text-align: center;">
<span lang="EN-GB">with one another.</span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; text-align: center;">
<span lang="EN-GB">So I said to them</span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; text-align: center;">
<span lang="EN-GB">It is okay to be different.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; text-align: center;">
<span lang="EN-GB">It is okay to take the road not taken.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; text-align: center;">
It is okay to be unique.</div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; text-align: center;">
<span lang="EN-GB">It is okay to be just you.</span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; text-align: center;">
<span lang="EN-GB"><o:p></o:p></span>You don’t have to be like the others.</div>
<br />
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; text-align: center;">
<span lang="EN-GB">And it is okay not to belong. </span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; text-align: center;">
<span lang="EN-GB">Be brave and venture the world.</span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; text-align: center;">
<span lang="EN-GB">And don’t settle for less.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; text-align: center;">
<span lang="EN-GB"><br /></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; text-align: center;">
***</div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; text-align: center;">
<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; text-align: center;">
I really hope they can remember some of it. </div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; text-align: center;">
Live their life to the max and enjoy it while they still can.</div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span lang="EN-GB"><br /></span></div>
Hannahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04846592372103137715noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7062892999038032265.post-19894114129592965762016-06-11T19:06:00.004+08:002016-06-14T08:55:27.615+08:00Acceptance<div style="text-align: justify;">
Life has been beautiful though there are ups and downs. It makes me wiser in facing the ever challenging life I guess. For that, I am forever grateful. Alhamdulillah. I would be lying if I considered myself unlucky to be given the opportunities that I have been living with up till today. I may not be the strong me that I used to be, but being fragile does not make me less me. Maybe being strong is too tiring to live in. Maybe I was not that strong that I used to think. Maybe being strong makes me forget who I am. Maybe being strong makes me more fragile. Maybe being strong is not for me anymore. There are lots of maybe(s) if I want to list it down here. But, I am not saying that I am too vulnerable that people might tear me up into pieces.</div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
Been living in a cocoon, I normally keep myself to me. I choose people with whom I think I am comfortable with to share my personal life. I choose people to tell stories. I choose people to share the happiness or sadness or even problems. I might look easy. I might be telling people lots of things about me, but there are lots more of it that I have been hiding it underneath. Thus, it makes me having only few friends, I am a loner anyway. I guess I am over protective of myself from getting hurt. So when one of my students opened up and told the whole class that she is a 'shell', I sort of understand her condition. She told us that she has trust issues and she was under depression before this. Being in that kind of situation is not easy. You get hurt easily. You are broken inside out. I know that she tried so hard not to cry while telling her stories as I was doing the same for her. I would really want to hug and tell her that it is okay to be sad, it is okay to cry and it does not make you less of a person. But, I restrained myself so that I can leave the class with a good and cheerful atmosphere. So that she can have a piece of joy whenever she remembers that moment of truth. So that the other classmates would not look at her with pity. So that, she would not have reasons to regret her decision to open up. </div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
I am so proud when she told us that she has been accepting her fate. She said that there are no points living in sad memories. Agreed and I told her that time heals all wounds. I would admit that I was actually soothing myself at the same time. She is stronger than me. Wiser definitely I would say. For me to reach the acceptance stage would take forever. As before this, I have lost one prominent figure in my life. To be able to admit it takes me years and years. I even not telling the truth whenever it comes to that one particular question. Not lying but I would not answer it or divert it to the other directions. During the first few stages, I was still in denial that I imagined myself not losing that person yet. I would believe that that important figure is still with me somewhere. I did not admit it to people. I did not change my address. I would do anything I could to remain as it is. And I keep bottling it up and act strong. </div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
But, today. I would never imagined that I actually asked my favourite people to recite Al-fatihah to my beloved important figure in my life. It has been 12 years. 12 years I tell you I have been living myself avoiding this matter. I did ask my best friend before asking them to do so. I asked her did I look weak if I were to ask the other friends to recite dua. She said, No. And still, I delayed the process until I felt ready to ask. Acceptance. I guess this is finally the time I would really let it go. It does not mean that I am going to forget it but to open my heart that this is part and parcel of our indefinite life. I have been missing you Ayah for the past 12 years. And I miss you, still. Eternally. May Allah forgive you and place your soul among the righteous in the Hereafter. Al-fatihah.</div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<br /></div>
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh0pc7Mj9RFgkoj1EUbxz517Gseq2jyqrgBZMFelFrbr-vh2Pfur1f0nLimYxI_CBkQarW13cc0SoAxcDJyA9RPs5DBMzmhW9tG_weK2orLt296s3gPwTWQxtXcFXgaTjfRomnPejzdFgCI/s1600/ayah.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh0pc7Mj9RFgkoj1EUbxz517Gseq2jyqrgBZMFelFrbr-vh2Pfur1f0nLimYxI_CBkQarW13cc0SoAxcDJyA9RPs5DBMzmhW9tG_weK2orLt296s3gPwTWQxtXcFXgaTjfRomnPejzdFgCI/s320/ayah.jpg" width="320" /></a></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
The first and the last colour-themed raya as requested by Ayah. </div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<br /></div>
Hannahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04846592372103137715noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7062892999038032265.post-17873929804234215082016-06-04T16:06:00.000+08:002016-06-04T16:16:11.880+08:00Hati-hati dengan HatiHati.<br />
Suatu yang sangat subjektif, sukar untuk di interpretasi.<br />
Kadang kita rasa seperti kita sudah kuasai hati sendiri tetapi, sebenarnya banyak lagi yang kita belum fasih.<br />
Akan ada sahaja benda baharu yang kita singkap setiap kali kita berdepan dengan persoalan hati.<br />
Setiap satu itu, pasti akan memberi kesan dan impak yang berbeza.<br />
Mungkin bagi kita, kita sudah cukup bersedia, kita sudah mahir dan berpengalaman.<br />
Namun hakikatnya, kita ini lemah.<br />
Segala jenis persediaan mahupun kekuatan akan perlahan hilang bilamana masalah hati datang bertandang.<br />
<br />
I think I have written something about "Hati-hati dengan Hati" some times ago.<br />
So, this time around, more or less the same.<br />
It just that, this time I tweeted these 'luahan hati' but then I deleted it due to personal reasons.<br />
Then again, I think I need to put it here as my own compilation as for future reference.<br />
Who knows I might need these kinds of pep talk in the near future.<br />
So here it goes...<br />
<br />
***<br />
Hati-hati dengan hati.<br />
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span lang="EN-GB">Sakit hati, susah hati, patah hati.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span lang="EN-GB">Jatuh hati lagi kene hati-hati.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span lang="EN-GB">Sebab ikut hati, mati.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span lang="EN-GB">Jadi jangan suka hati.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span lang="EN-GB">***<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
Hati-hati dengan hati.</div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span lang="EN-GB">Kau susah hati.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span lang="EN-GB">Kau fikir bagai nak mati.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span lang="EN-GB">Kau jugak yang penat nanti.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span lang="EN-GB">Lagi tambah sakit hati.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span lang="EN-GB">***<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
Hati-hati dengan hati.</div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span lang="EN-GB">Buat baik kau di salah erti.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span lang="EN-GB">Buat jahat kau di benci.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span lang="EN-GB">Sudahnya kau sendiri.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span lang="EN-GB">Pergi jauh bawa diri.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span lang="EN-GB">***<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
Hati-hati dengan hati.</div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span lang="EN-GB">Kau jaga rapi, takut patah hati.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span lang="EN-GB">Tapi kau lupa diri.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span lang="EN-GB">Bila sakit, kau tanggung sendiri.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span lang="EN-GB">***<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
Hati-hati dengan hati.</div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span lang="EN-GB">Niat yang baik boleh di salah erti.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span lang="EN-GB">Walau kau cuba perbaiki.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span lang="EN-GB">Usaha itu ini.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span lang="EN-GB">Tapi tetap tiada siapa memahami.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span lang="EN-GB"><br /></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span lang="EN-GB">***<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
Hati-hati dengan hati.</div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span lang="EN-GB">Silap langkah kau nanti, <o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span lang="EN-GB">Bawa musibah pada diri.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span lang="EN-GB">Kau tak tahu mana nak pergi,<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span lang="EN-GB">Meratap lagi kau sendiri.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span lang="EN-GB">***<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
Hati-hati dengan hati.</div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span lang="EN-GB">Kalau kau sayang diri,<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span lang="EN-GB">Kene pandai jaga hati.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span lang="EN-GB">Supaya kau tak kecewa lagi.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span lang="EN-GB">***<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
Hati-hati dengan hati.</div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span lang="EN-GB">Kau jangan susah hati,<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span lang="EN-GB">Tanggung masalah sendiri,<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span lang="EN-GB">Okay la tu nanti, baru la kau happy.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span lang="EN-GB">***<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
Hati-hati dengan hati.</div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span lang="EN-GB">Niat kau ikhlas dan suci,<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span lang="EN-GB">Kau tahu batas diri,<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span lang="EN-GB">Juga tak lupa diri,<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span lang="EN-GB">Moga tak di salah erti,<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span lang="EN-GB">Kalau tak, susah la kau nanti.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span lang="EN-GB">***<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
Hati-hati dengan hati.</div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span lang="EN-GB">Kau dan masalah hati memang sudah sebati.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span lang="EN-GB">Sampai bila nak macam ni,<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span lang="EN-GB">Pendam sendiri, pretend to be happy.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span lang="EN-GB">***<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
Hati-hati dengan hati.</div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span lang="EN-GB">Kau sabar ya wahai hati.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span lang="EN-GB">Okay la tu nanti, it takes time maybe.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span lang="EN-GB">Sampai masa kau pergi,<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span lang="EN-GB">Make sure you are ready.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span lang="EN-GB">***<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
Hati-hati dengan hati.</div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span lang="EN-GB">Jangan takut patah hati.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span lang="EN-GB">Kau sakit cuba lagi.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span lang="EN-GB">Sampai kau puas hati.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span lang="EN-GB">Jumpa apa yang dihajati.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span lang="EN-GB">Cos you are strong already.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span lang="EN-GB">***<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
Hati-hati dengan hati.</div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span lang="EN-GB">Kalau kau paksa takkan jadi.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span lang="EN-GB">Biar dia datang sendiri.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span lang="EN-GB">Tersemat dalam hati.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span lang="EN-GB">Terlukis di sanubari, rasa yang hakiki.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in;">
<span lang="EN-GB">***<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-GB">On a personal note, I am blessed and grateful to be surrounded by wonderful souls at the moment. I love them all. As someone said to me that the tendency to love many people at a time and too soon might harm me in many possible ways. Been there, done that. But me being me, though it hurts I cannot avoid it. I appreciate people just the way they are. I might go extra miles and do whatever it takes for them. If one day, I am hurt I will mend my own heart. Because for me, I will be happy when I know they are happy. </span><br />
<span lang="EN-GB">So dear heart, keep strong! I need you, still. </span></div>
<br />
<div class="MsoNormal">
<br /></div>
<br />
<br />Hannahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04846592372103137715noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7062892999038032265.post-41870058234820728682016-05-20T19:36:00.002+08:002016-05-20T19:36:53.600+08:00Satisfaction <div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-GB">Satisfaction<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-GB">One word <o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-GB">It takes the whole world to justify the
meaning of it<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-GB">Yet, it is something that no one could
achieve it perfectly<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-GB">As it is not easy to satisfy people<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-GB">Even if you think you managed to satisfy
them<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-GB">It is yourself that is not satisfied<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-GB">Stop. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-GB">Just stop.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-GB">Don’t go wandering around <o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-GB">Asking people to believe in you<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-GB">And to satisfy their needs<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-GB">You yourself should believe in you first<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<br />
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="EN-GB">Then, you will taste the delicious
satisfaction.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
Hannahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04846592372103137715noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7062892999038032265.post-74740468028836151672016-05-16T18:47:00.000+08:002016-05-16T18:47:09.236+08:00It's TimeSeringkali di tanya bila,<br />
Sampai masa ketemu jua<br />
tapi jawapan bukan skema<br />
maka hati terpaksa dusta<br />
<br />
Andai ada diberi peluang,<br />
Mana mungkin tidak di pandang<br />
bukan memilih itu dan ini<br />
tiada niat membongkak diri<br />
tapi sungguh masih sendiri<br />
Jangan di tanya terguris hati<br />
<br />
sunyi<br />
sepi<br />
sendiri<br />
<br />
orang melihat menunding jari<br />
pernah kau rasa sakitnya hati<br />
bila melihat pasangan sejoli<br />
memadu asmara memasang janji<br />
<br />
Hati<br />
Kau kuat dan teruskan bertahan<br />
Moga nanti ketemu jalan<br />
yang kau tunggu dan pertahan<br />
Sampai masa itu<br />
Kau pandang mereka<br />
dan kau kata,<br />
It's time.<br />
<br />Hannahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04846592372103137715noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7062892999038032265.post-3201620155036818282016-05-15T23:21:00.000+08:002016-05-15T23:21:37.521+08:00Sang Pelangi<div class="MsoNormal">
<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
Sang Pelangi,<o:p></o:p></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
Walau jauh tak tergapai,<o:p></o:p></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
Tetap cantik dan indah,<o:p></o:p></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
Bak harapan dan impian,<o:p></o:p></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
Tak seperti yang diharapkan,<o:p></o:p></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
Mungkin belum sampai waktu <o:p></o:p></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
Sampai rasa sudah hilang.<o:p></o:p></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
Sampai hati sudah mati.<o:p></o:p></div>
<br />
<div class="MsoNormal">
Kosong dan sepi.<o:p></o:p></div>
Hannahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04846592372103137715noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7062892999038032265.post-90816620023141168452014-02-26T19:13:00.000+08:002014-02-26T19:16:50.229+08:00Dream High<br />
Dream as high as you wish.<br />
<br />
It's free and nobody will say no to it.<br />
<br />
It's yours and only yours.<br />
<br />
Be it for the short term.<br />
<br />
Or, be it for the long run.<br />
<br />
Dream high.<br />
<br />
Until, at one point, you will realize.<br />
<br />
That, the dream you dream is just a dream.<br />
<br />
Or, it is a future that you are going to venture into.<br />
<br />
The reality that you will enjoy living in. <br />
<br />
Dream high.<br />
<br />
As I would recommend to you.<br />
<br />
Dream high as possible as you can.<br />
<br />
To be the guide or the scale for you to achieve everything.<br />
<br />
But, be moderate as a friend of mine said to me.<br />
<br />
So that it would not deeply hurt you.<br />
<br />
Deep down at the hidden corner of your heart.<br />
<br />
Dream high.<br />
<br />
Dream as beautiful as you would want it to be.<br />
<br />
Make sure to put some actions into it.<br />
<br />
That you will look back and be proud of.<br />
<br />
Or, at least, you can look back and pat on your shoulder.<br />
<br />
''I did my best. I have tried it out. But, it's not my time yet.''<br />
<br />
Dream high.<br />
<br />
Do not worry to fall back.<br />
<br />
If it is meant to be, it will be.<br />
<br />
And, vice versa.<br />
<br />
Because,<br />
<br />
Allah knows what best for you.<br />
<br />
With that, I rest my case.<br />
<br />
<div align="center">
</div>
<div align="center">
</div>
<div align="center">
<strong><em><span style="color: magenta; font-size: large;">''He knows all that is in the heavens and on the earth, and knows all that you keep concealed, as well as all that you disclose. God has full knowledge of whatever lies hidden in the bosoms (of His creatures).''</span></em></strong></div>
<strong><em><span style="color: magenta; font-size: large;"></span></em></strong><br />
<strong><em><span style="color: magenta; font-size: large;"></span></em></strong><br />
<div style="text-align: center;">
<strong><em><span style="color: magenta; font-size: large;">At-Taghabun 64:4</span></em></strong></div>
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />Hannahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04846592372103137715noreply@blogger.com1Sheffield, South Yorkshire, UK53.381128999999987 -1.4700850000000453.078144999999985 -2.11553200000004 53.684112999999989 -0.82463800000004006tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7062892999038032265.post-11640488293072329572013-12-25T10:16:00.000+08:002013-12-25T10:16:12.448+08:00Miracle in Cell No 7I have been searching for this movie for quite some time. But it just happened that I do not get the opportunity to watch it until yesterday my friend gave me the links to it. And, as expected, I cried buckets throughout the movie.<br />
<br />
This movie portrays the beauty of love between human beings. The love that can kill. The love that can soften the frozen hearts. The love that can change people. The love between a father and daughter that is beyond all the imperfections. All of these are possible with the power of love.<br />
<br />
It is definitely a great movie! Here's the link if you want to watch it:<br />
<br />
<div style="text-align: center;">
<a href="http://www.otakhang.com/miracle-in-cell-no-7-2013-hd-720p-full-movie-online/"><b><span style="font-size: x-large;">Miracle in Cell No.7</span></b></a></div>
<br />
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhVYYn0OHd5fkI8OovxnPRaNm4z1LqMOiKbhZcPAFAJYfr2f0_FTXUoxZZIKs_TZ1gNhAVpwno2B5k4JQRUYu7rR_IRosAVdYTTayKpZXTJiFbIgj9wcZYJyIqnHXQ5EMDwH0ubcFdITTl9/s1600/2013+-+Miracle+in+Cell+No.+7-thumb-300xauto-36627.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhVYYn0OHd5fkI8OovxnPRaNm4z1LqMOiKbhZcPAFAJYfr2f0_FTXUoxZZIKs_TZ1gNhAVpwno2B5k4JQRUYu7rR_IRosAVdYTTayKpZXTJiFbIgj9wcZYJyIqnHXQ5EMDwH0ubcFdITTl9/s320/2013+-+Miracle+in+Cell+No.+7-thumb-300xauto-36627.jpg" width="224" /></a></div>
<br />
<br />
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiMWR9ojV4t1tMr3fviJ8G-YMDrY0_R_uryrvP2c1P0kLQHB75DwwX2EvesZ2-RG3wnUYZZLoEqqSk8hako-NTg35FwsqOqnaBvT5-BEuOe9kCSMQFsc3ZO85uhcI21Jm_vZWcHq_NjD6cF/s1600/miracle-in-cell-no-11.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="252" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiMWR9ojV4t1tMr3fviJ8G-YMDrY0_R_uryrvP2c1P0kLQHB75DwwX2EvesZ2-RG3wnUYZZLoEqqSk8hako-NTg35FwsqOqnaBvT5-BEuOe9kCSMQFsc3ZO85uhcI21Jm_vZWcHq_NjD6cF/s320/miracle-in-cell-no-11.jpg" width="320" /></a></div>
<br />
<div style="text-align: center;">
Source: <a href="https://www.google.co.uk/search?q=Miracle+in+Cell+No.7&espv=210&es_sm=93&source=lnms&tbm=isch&sa=X&ei=qDe6UvuxLdCjhgebo4HoCQ&ved=0CAkQ_AUoAQ&biw=1366&bih=666#imgdii=_">Mr Google</a></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: left;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: left;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: left;">
Please watch it, then you can have your own verdicts. =)</div>
Hannahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04846592372103137715noreply@blogger.com0