Off men and women

This is about marriage.

I have read something on this topic which makes me realize no one is perfect. How perfect is perfect may vary from one person to another. We may perceive different views than the others. They may have another perceptions compare to us. Depends...

About my reading, I've that no matter how bad or good men and women before marriage do not make or change anything. Because what most important is the attitude right before akad, during the akad and the life after marriage. If the man or woman is not good, bad attitude and whatnot, who knows what would happen and they might change to betterment. Being judgmental is not healthy.

I myself is being judgmental. I think I have to let it be and hoping for the best because He knows what best for us all.


Love.Love.Love

Digging Up

At the moment, I am doing a big project of my own. Something that I have been dreaming for quite some time. I am very eager to finish what I have started. It is like a power that force me to work out that thing. However, in order to complete it, I have to dig out my past which I just realized that it is not easy. I have to be able to recall everything that has happened to me before.

There are times I even get too much into the character or the history that makes me feel nervous. It feels like yesterday that all of it happened. Indeed, because of getting too much of my past, I even dreamt about someone that I wish to forget. That person is looking after me and trying to change the history. The dream was so real that  I woke with fear and my heart beats real fast.

Anyway, despite of that fact, I am happy and excited to continue my project. May Allah bless. 

Anugerah Tuhan

Bilamana saat memerlukan, mereka ada disisi. Tidak kira sebagai penenang hati mahupun penyokong sorak. Kalau ada pertandingan pom pom girl, pasti mereka mampu menggondol piala kemenangan. Tidak mengapa tiada mereka selalu disisi. Tetapi hadirnya mereka bila kehadiran itu mengubat duka. Itu sudah lebih dari bahagia. Syukur. Biar masa dan jarak pemisah kasih, namun tidak sekali pemutus tali. Biar ia diduga cubaan agar sayang semakin utuh. Semoga kasih dan sayangnya bukan sikit-sikit tetapi melimpah ruah mengalir di setiap pelosok sendi. Syukur aku syukur dipertemukan dan dijodohkan sahabat yang baik budi pekerti. Moga Tuhan sentiasa merahmati.




Rindu itu sentiasa ada kerana kasih sentiasa bertaut. Sayang juga masih utuh kerana lekatnya ia dihati.

precious

Today I just knew about something.

Something which is so good.

Something which is too precious.

That broke my heart into pieces.

Irony.




Indeed.










So Toodles.

Pictures of busy weekends.

For the past two weeks, I had been busy with lots of things. Happy things for sure despite of whatever bad things that had happened. Because I believe life is too precious to be given up! Here are some pictures that hopefully can tell the stories..

1. 7 - 9 July 2011. A return journey of 24hours from Merbok, Kedah to Ipoh, Perak to Teluk Ramunia, Johor. A solid single driver!!! Yeah! I broke my own record!!!

This is yours truly with tiring face!

Yours truly, again! Berangan okay!!! haha

With the Bride, Kak Ira.

The d.e.l.i.c.i.o.u.s wedding cake!

My partner in crime, my beloved sister, Akak. This is one of the successful dangerous poses that we  took while heading back from south to north. and please noted that I was driving..hoho

2. 14 - 17 July 2011. A return journey of  many many and many hours from Merbok, Kedah to Ipoh, Perak to Gombak, Cheras, Ampang and Putrajaya. Though terrible things happened but I enjoyed my stay there. Thanks Akak, Maksu and family!

This is my little angel, Adik Kudik. We were at Pesta Floria, Putrajaya.  Maksu, Angah, Abang Chik, Azie and Akak, THANKS!!!

This is Abg Chik and his adik, Adik Kudik.

Here are Maksu and beloved children, Angah, Abg Chik and Adik Kudik.

THE KAZENS. From left: Me, Azie and Akak.

Yours truly with my partner in crime.

That's it. Now I'm back for work and I have to attend a course for these two days. Well, there are lots of things to be written and to be vomited here. I have not been posting anything for quite sometime. I miss to write again here. But , somehow, there are certain things that we should keep by ourselves. Certain things that only certain people should know and not the entire world. I am okay at the moment, I think. But I hate that things change to be upside down. However, I believe in Him. There must be something good at the end of the day.


p.s Thank You!

p.p.s. Allah jarang beri apa yang kita minta tapi Allah akan beri apa yang terbaik untuk kita.

dari utara ke selatan

me with the bride to be. *i have no seri pengantin like she does, well obviously  laaa!*

I am going to Johor in a few minutes for a friend's wedding, Kak Ira. She's an ustazah and teaching Islamic Finance. She is my officemate, neighbour, friend, sister and a good ustazah. She will offer helps and like to cook for her friends which make you unable to go through your diet regime because she cooks delicious food..haha.

Alhamdulillah, i am able to go there with my sister to accompany me. Puhliss pray for our safety!

to go or not to go

i dont know. i got this one offer that i have been dreaming for. after asking around to get some tips, i have this feelings of not enough confident, knowledge and preparation. it sounds like a bit difficult, em i think it is difficult. i have gone through the guideline and info, and im afraid that i will fall hard later. urgh!

i did asked around for opinions, some said i should go. but some others said i should consider and think about it again. but i guess it's worth the experience huh? but noooooo! i am confused!!!!

I AM INDECISIVE!!!!

Main masak-masak

Salam, dear all, dah lama rasanya tak berbelog. And for this time around rasa macam nak tempek gambar makanan. Sebenarnya I tengah laparrrrr sangat uolsss! Hehe... Anyway, at the moment saya yang comel ini tengah menumpang rumah seorang kakak ustazah. Kak Ira namanya. Sangat baik hati. Oleh kerana beliau akan berkahwin minggu depan, masa yang ada memang digunakan sebaiknya untuk bersama. (eh! alasan ke ni? hahah) Oh kitorg pegi nursery rambang mata ikut napsu beli bunga macam2 jenis..haha..kali ni aku nak tengok sejauh mana pokok2 tu mampu diuruskan olehku..hehe. okay weekend lepas aku berniat nak masakkan lunch untuk kak ira yang baik hati. Berbekalkan bahan2 dirumah kak ira, aku pon main la masak2..hehe..jadi inilah hasilnya...

Nasi Goreng Kampung, Ayam Madu, Coleslaw and Mushroom-Chicken Soup 

bersama Milo Panas.

TAADAAAAAA!!!!!

this is for kak ira *senyyuummmmm*

and this is mine...

Kenyang gilerrrrr!!! sedap hingga menjilat jari. eh! ktorg guna sudu and garpu la..okay fine sehingga menjilat sudu..hehe

ini bukan puji diri sendiri. *kembang kempis hidung* hehe


p.s: dear bestfriends, lame dah tak main masak2 dengan korang, rindu!