A Series of Unfortunate Events

It is just the middle of the year but I have been receiving or experiencing many of not-so-good things. I am too tired to handle and I am not strong enough to face it. I know this is the cash prize from Him as a reminder for not being good to Him, for not being grateful of His kindness, for neglecting Him when I should be thankful. I am suffering the 'beautiful' pain now. Ouch!

I don't know what to do. I don't even have any idea of how it should be done. I just want this to pass me by in a flash second. Hurry! Hurry! Hurry leave me alone!!! Eh don't! I don't wanna be alone!! Don't leave me alone now. I'm not ready yet! Not in the near future.

I wish to go away. To be far from here. But running isn't a choice. By avoiding it, I might get more trouble. See! I'm confused. I wish I am somewhere in Cameron maybe, or near the beautiful beaches we have or just  far enough from here. To be with my family and besties.



May Allah bless us all. May Allah ease the pain. Aminn.

Shit Happens

Sometimes shit happens. Especially when we expect the least. Today, I was almost got into an incident that may take my life to the other side of the world. I may not be able to be who I am now and who I want to be later.

Some people will say it is not that big deal. But, it is for me. I was traumatized for a while that took my breath away. Luckily there were Kak Ima and Kak Afni as my saviour. Thank you Allah. Thank you guys!

Let me share with you of what had happened to me. huhu

This was taken in the car while waiting for Kak Ima and Kak Afni. 

Patiently waiting with happy face. 

Decided to go a bit farther for breakfast after I got the news that Kak Afni will not be working anymore (soon).Thus, we wanted to make it a bit nostalgic. The pic was taken right before the incident. Snapped and edited  by Kak Ima's Samsung Note. Kbai!

The incident happened when we wanted to print it out. I got stucked in an escalator. I mean my kain baju kurung. We were very panicked. Kak Afni helped me in balancing my own body from falling on the floor. Kak Ima helped to pull out the kain from the moving escalator. I can say it was very near to my leg. There were a number of people around but nobody offered their help. When everything was okay, I was too ashamed that I asked them to find me a skirt to replace the torn kain baju kurung. 

Post incident. Instead of buying a skirt, I opted to buy new baju kurung as the price is only RM45. Frankly, I was a bit traumatized after that. In order to go to the car park, we need to use another escalator. This time around, I was being extra careful with my kain baju kurung. Glad nothing happened for the second time. 

So, moral of the story, please please please be extra careful with everySINGLEthing. And, people will only look until it getting worse I guess - the bystander effect works! And, I only wore that baju kurung only a few times now I can't wear it anymore. Sobsss!

Thank you Allah. Thank you Kak Ima and Kak Afni.

colours of life...

alhamdulillah, 1 down 2 more microteaching to go...sengsaranye...huhu...though the writing microteaching was a bit tingtong but lets make it as 'let bygones be bygones'... met mdm. vovi right after the class, n she said that im doing not so ok which i believe it was not ok at all...she's just being sweet talker i guess..but, she said that let just sleep with it and not worry too much...huhu...so, here goes the long list of my esaimens and quizzes which most of it i haven't touch it at all...what a procrastinate person i am...OK blame me!!

• *grammar microteaching
• *literature microteaching
• *SLA essay
  
• *MELTA research
• *literature journal
• *grammar test construction
• *grammar literature review *writing packages
• *human development observational report
• *group counseling personal development journal
• *classroom management seminar presentation
• *literature quiz
• *writing quiz
• *grammar quiz
• *human development quiz
• *group counseling quiz
• *SLA quiz

WAHHHHH....BANYAK NYER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!xsanggup nk menghadapi hari-hari mendatang!!!dush2 sambil mengetok kepala sindri~~~


p/s: while searching for my topic for writing microteaching, i've bumped into one special topic which is "The Value of Friendship"...the topic falls under the theme of PEOPLE...well, it maybe sounds easy but i think it is hard to teach...if the teacher does not have proper lesson plan or method, the topic could be kind of boring telling the feeling of hurt, dispointed etc...but, i guess there must be someone who expert in the field of friendship a.k.a the professor of friendship that would be very excited and looking forward to teach this topic to the students...and all that i have to say, Bonne Chance dear!!!

haish!!!

SANGAT2 TERTEKAN!!!!

1. sbb esaimen xsiap lg...nk kne anta esok..eh hari ni la...padan muka,RASAKAN!!!! procrastinate
lg!!!
2. sbb test pkol 9.30pg satg tapi aku lgsg2 xsentuh buku lg...

hanna, tahniah dan syabas!!!!

thenx me for my ignorance...

no!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i wont say it as my level of stupidity but it is more like my level of ignorance.i had test ths morning which i was not able to finish the paper.it were 2 questions, only!n my writing was terible.blame on me as it was my fault.i didn't read the topics..i was sleeping last nite though i was planning to stay up.but my aura to study just wasn't there...so it's not totally my fault i guess..now, i hv lots n lots of asgmnt n one of it has to be submitted this evening but here i am..blogging all the way...hehe...teruknye!!!!!!!! ;P