second chance...

It triggers me a lot on how is it feels in giving another chance to a person who had destroyed our believe, hopes and those feelings that I’m unable to mention...Before this, I don’t believe in second chance when it involves with relationship...I don’t think that we have to give him or her second chance after all the opportunities given before this he or she didn’t appreciated at all. I don’t think that I’m going to ruin my life with the same person again and again as I don’t think I’m able to handle it anymore..For me, it is the matter of forgiven but not forgotten... But, somehow, something has changed my mind, my view and believes... Maybe, he or she deserves a second chance... Or maybe we, or maybe me, deserves another chance to be happy… nothing is perfect and everyone makes mistakes… I do make mistakes... so does other people… it comes to my mind that who am I to punish others? They did mistakes, so, give them time and opportunity to redeem back… though it hard to be accepted but as long as we give a try, I think it would satisfy us no matter the results is negative or positive. Being able to breathe up until now has made me as a person… I may hurt your feeling, I’m hurt as well… I may pretend that nothing’s happened between us and I’m happy… but deep inside me, nobody knows except for HIM... let’s give another chance to the person who deserves it… hopefully, I’m going to stick with my new resolution as I’m the person who is hoping for my happiness to come… help me to find the lights…

P/s: I lost my significant ring while I was writing this entry… is it a sign for me??? Or, is it just an accidentally accident???