Can I call you?

Few days ago, I realized that I was not in a good situation. This is based on the entries posted which most of them titled a bit depressing. However, it is such impressive that I posted 23 entries, this is the 24th for this month solely, yet to be ended. Today is just 21st August everyone! Ahaha. Well, blergh! What can I say, this is all the learning process that I must face with my chin up. Though it is not easy to undergo the current situation, but I have no choice other than to trust my self. There will be no one who can help me except for myself. I have to be strong. On the other hand, sometimes it tickles me out that at this age, I am still having this feeling of homesick. It is such a need that have to be fulfilled in order to regain energy and love. This is sooo not me. Those years before, I am a kind of kid that doesn't go back home regularly. I like to be so-called independent and have my own way of living. But now, it seems that I need to go back when there is time. Almost every weekend I am here in my arm of my family and it helps me a lot. No matter what happened to us, family will always be there for us to hang on. And I believe that.

p.s: please don't let me be the last to know!