Eidul Adha

Happy Eidul Adha everyone. May it brings lots of happiness to shine our days ahead. Basically, today should be a happy one instead it is not for me. At least I think so. I do not feel it at all. It just that some people are not considerate for others' feeling or condition. I am very tired, sleepy and not in the mood. I know, I know that it should not be happened as it will ruin your day. But, I could not help it.

I drove back from Kedah to Ipoh for almost 7 hours yesterday. The journey should not be more than 3 hours during off-peak with 100 mph. But, as everybody is heading back to celebrate raya with beloved family, the road was packed with lots and lots of cars. There were many cars need to stop along the road. Alhamdulillah mine was okay and we were safely arrived home near midnight. I was very tired, really am. Straight from office, went home for a while to pack things and headed back. Jammed. Packed. Tired. Crammed. Stressed.

So, with those feelings and conditions, I was hoping for crop of the cream. Sadly, the vise versa happened. I am quite frustrated. I waited and waited and waited. I want to celebrate, go here and there as well as do lots of things but I just could not. I think I have to learn to be more grateful. Do not demand too much or else it will turn you down. I want to breath happily and please let me be.


p.s: Forgive me for being inconsiderate as well.

p.p.s: Your voice makes me feel calm. thank you.