It is just the middle of the year but I have been receiving or experiencing many of not-so-good things. I am too tired to handle and I am not strong enough to face it. I know this is the cash prize from Him as a reminder for not being good to Him, for not being grateful of His kindness, for neglecting Him when I should be thankful. I am suffering the 'beautiful' pain now. Ouch!
I don't know what to do. I don't even have any idea of how it should be done. I just want this to pass me by in a flash second. Hurry! Hurry! Hurry leave me alone!!! Eh don't! I don't wanna be alone!! Don't leave me alone now. I'm not ready yet! Not in the near future.
I wish to go away. To be far from here. But running isn't a choice. By avoiding it, I might get more trouble. See! I'm confused. I wish I am somewhere in Cameron maybe, or near the beautiful beaches we have or just far enough from here. To be with my family and besties.
May Allah bless us all. May Allah ease the pain. Aminn.
be strong dear hanna.. let me get done with my confinement first, then we spend time together in penang... lepas stress di tepi pantai, nak?? hugsss!!
ReplyDeleteAwwwwww...bestnya!!!! hopefully we can have that moment. your presence would be very much needed and appreciated now.. hehehe..
ReplyDeletethankies. huggies. geliss.. hehe
darling!
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