Hati Manusia

Kadang kita lupa

Kadang kita leka

Siapa yang selalu ada

Yang di depan mata

Tak dihargai atau dipuji

Yang jauh juga tetap di hati

Hmm Manusia.

Sifatnya 

Tidak pernah sempurna

Sikapnya

Tidak pernah elok

Mahunya

Yang sungguh hebat

Seleranya 

Yang amat besar

Hmm Manusia.

Memang tidak pernah cukup.

Memang tidah pernah puas. 

On the other note:

Been away for a month. Been imagining myself to keep writing here but I did not. Blame me for that. I guess, I am too busy appreciating people and life that I have. Oh, It is not appreciating but rather learning to appreciate people. Something that we normally take it for granted. Sometimes I do feel like letting go. Sometimes I do feel like leaving an empty space. Sometimes I do feel like giving up. But, most of the times, I do feel that this is not the right thing to do. This is not what its supposed to be. This is not what its meant for me. And then, all the "what if's" questions pouring down all over the place. What if, this is my last day? What if, this is their last day? What if, I have not expressed my gratitude? What if, they do not know my feeling? What if, they do not know that I love them? What if, they do not know how I am grateful to have them in my life? What if? What if? And there are more of it. 

I feel suffocated.

Have I done my best?

But what about me? My self and my heart?

I am okay. I am mending it, collecting pieces of it. To make it complete.

By having, 

By making,

By being,

By trying,

-- my best.  

On the other, other note:

Yang selalu ada, 

di setiap sisi, 

di setiap rasa, 

di setiap ruang 

dan peluang,

tak perlu dilakar nama,

tak perlu dihebah dunia,

cukup mereka tahu

I am grateful

to have you.

Terima kasih. Moga sentiasa dirahmati dan dikasihi.

.Shah Alam sedang dibasahi hujan, mujur hati tidak tempias basah. 24Julai2016. 0235am.