Just You

These are some of my lessons that I shared today. I did not plan any of it. But these are my reflections on the activity that we did together. Some of it, I can tell that, my concern for them.

I told them:

We are all unique.

Even our thumbprints are not identical 

with one another.

So I said to them

It is okay to be different.

It is okay to take the road not taken.

It is okay to be unique.

It is okay to be just you.

You don’t have to be like the others.

And it is okay not to belong. 

Be brave and venture the world.

And don’t settle for less.

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I really hope they can remember some of it. 

Live their life to the max and enjoy it while they still can.

So I Bid Goodbye

Akhirnya tibalah ke penghujung penggal. Tinggal lagi peperiksaan dan markah-markah yang perlu diisi. Selamat meneruskan perjuangan anak-anak. Kalau nak cakap pasal sedih, memang tipulah kalau Hanna katakan yang perasaan melepaskan adalah sesuatu yang indah. Sedih. Itu pasti.

Namun, itu tak boleh dijadikan satu alasan untuk being stuck up here. Life must go on, so we need to move it towards the better future, InsyaAllah. Yang pasti setiap kejadian, setiap memori pasti akan ada kenangan masing-masing. Maaf kerana masih tidak mampu untuk mengingati semua cuma hati ini pasti mengenali.

Harapan menggunung tinggi, kasih dibaja rapi, sayang dibiarkang melayang. Cukuplah sampai disini biar kita tidak bertemu lagi. Hanya sekali sudah pasti. Bukan membenci tapi itulah tanda mengasihi. Agar terus mara ke hadapan tanpa perlu melangkah ke belakang.

Andainya rebah dan terpaksa mengalah, tidak mengapa. Jangan biarkan mimpi indah itu pergi. Bangun dan teruskan berlari. Akan kutemani. 

Beloved Kids,
Thank you for the memories, thank you for everything!

Forgiveness.

 I was like do not know what to do or how to react with this kind of situation. It was all unexpected situation when one of your students asked you to be the witness for his so called apologizing moment. Which honestly I do not think it was one. The student texted you earlier to ask you to call him at the end of the class. When I asked what's the matter, he said sokay miss, you'll know later.

Okay I gave him the opportunity but I think he made a bad move. A very bad move. I think he should calm down first to figure out about everything.

Dear, if many people against many people we might say either of them are wrong. But dear, if only one person against all, I mean the whole class, I think it must be something is not right with you. Maybe not you as a whole, maybe your attitude. 


1. I did not expect this to be happened at all. Kiddos!

2. When you ask for apologize, please do not be mean. You want them to be matured but you are not.

3. You ask them for forgiveness but once you have said it all, you just get out without turning back or even a   glimpse.

4. It shows your immaturity man! Do you really want to ask for apologize or just for the sake of I-do-not-know?




p.s. Why don't we ask for forgiveness when we are ready or when we have slept over it? So that it will solely come from you without any interference or even being pressure to do so okay dear.

GELI

To start my day, I am at the office right now. What a great start kan? Well I have to paste up students' marks so that they are able to know their level and to prepare for the final examination.

While waiting in the room if the students come and want to see me for clarifications, I go through my students' fb. To my surprise, some of them are in love. They are classmates and I did not notice their lovey dovey mushiness in the class before. ugh!

I  just don't know but I feel GELI2 when I read their status and especially when they are commenting each other.  I will always think that they are too young to be involved where they should focus more on their study especially for my subject!! But then, I also believe that I am nobody to judge or criticise so I hope they will find their happiness and success in life. Because for me, to be in love is for once and for all.

Have a nice day!

perasaan macam terharu..

bile students bgtau yang dia dok tunggu nak jumpe kite. siap tunggu kat kereta sebab itu sure tempat yang kite akan tuju. cuma nya jodoh itu belum ada atas sebab-sebab aral yang melintang. waktu dorang tunggu pun adalah waktu kelas yakni maknanya waktu sedang mengajar. pukul 5 petang.

Aww! sangat la terharu bile students yang kita dah tak ajar ada inisiatif nak jumpa. oh! ye 5 ptang pon masih berada dalam kelas kan? sebab sem ini jadual sangat padat. malam pon ada kelas ganti lagi. hahaha.

BERUSAHA!!!

happy

Alhamdulillah. I am beyond happy for my students. How i miss them so much! Though the semester has just started, I do not have the same feeling as I had in previous semesters. Changing is not my cup of tea. By the way, I am happy because most of my students manage to get Band 4 for their MUET. Alhamdulillah. They did a great job, they put extra effort and He pays real good for them. When the students thanked me, I feel happy that at least I have contributed something for them, one small little thing. Though I know I was only facilitating them and be there when they needed me. After all, everything was not under my control. They believe in it, they work hard on it and they get what they want. I hope they can continue their degree in Law. My prayers will always be with all of you. i miss you all. =)